Hi Mummy,be brave and strong,u can overcome this.Think positive,don't think about suicide ok.It's normal,for new mummy to have mixed of emotions,as you have just give birth.Your body need time to heal.You'll be better,as days goes by.Eat a healthy meal,take fruits.Take brand essence of chicken or honey,it's a good energy booster.Do ur favourite things,listen to nice songs,eat ur favourite food.Rest when,ur baby is sleeping.Take good care of ur baby.If ur partner is not responsible and does'nt love you,there's no point of being together as this will only,hurt urself. Take ur time,do things, step by step.Seek help, from help line,that our members share here.