Ay bes, what you're feeling is so valid, that overwhelm mixed with wanting something different is real, and it doesn't mean you're ungrateful for what you have here A few of us moms went through something similar, and honestly, sometimes it's not really about the US or wherever, it's more about needing space to breathe and reset when everything feels heavy, especially in those postpartum months. But since you've been feeling this way for weeks and it's weighing on your heart, I think it's worth talking to someone like a doctor or counselor about how you're really feeling overall, the overwhelm, the kirot, lahat, kasi sometimes PPD or postpartum anxiety can make us feel like we need to escape when what we really need is support. Have you talked to your hubby about needing more YOU time or a change of scenery locally muna, instead of the big move conversation?