Ahhh sayang, I understand how scary this feels, a few of us went through the same thing, and honestly the guilt is real, but your baby will be fine and so will you! The most important thing is that baby is with people who love him, and you're coming back every weekend, he's not going to forget his mama, trust me, babies are so resilient and the bond you have won't disappear just because you're apart during the week. My friend's son stayed with his grandma while she worked outstation, and when she came back every weekend, the baby would light up, yes lah at first ada adjustment, but she said it actually made their weekend time extra special because both of them were so excited to see each other. The in-laws will take good care of him, and you being responsible and making sure he's looked after is already showing your love, first-time mom guilt is normal tapi don't let it eat you up, okay? Stay strong, and remember those Friday-to-Sunday cuddles with your baby will be the highlight of your weeks!
Baobao Mom