Aww mama, I'm so sorry, negative PT results can be really heartbreaking, especially kung matagal ninyong hinintay 'to. A few of us tried for a while din, and it's totally normal to feel disappointed or even confused about next steps. Have you tried retesting after a few days, or are you planning to see your OB to check kung may any underlying concerns? Sending you lots of love, this journey can be tough, but you're not alone sa dito.