Hello mga mommies

Ay hindi ka lang, mama, marami akong kaibigan na dumaan sa traumatic delivery, lalo na kung may emergency CS, at totoo talaga na nakakabahala ang flashbacks kahit pang-bath time lang. It sounds like you might be dealing with some trauma from that experience, which is really valid given what you went through with placenta previa, so I'd really encourage you to talk to your OB or maybe even a counselor about these feelings, hindi ka nag-iisa dito, and there's actual help na pwedeng gawin para mas comfortable ka habang pregnant. In the meantime, maybe try baths with warm water at calming music instead ng shower, or have your partner stay with you, kaunting adjustments lang, pero mas mapapahinga ka