Please do not judge

Hello, may malalapitan po ba ako for legal adoption? I'm considering adoption for my baby. Please do not judge me ? pero as of now, I'm not capable of being a mother. I have severe depression and i think if lumaki si baby sakin, kawawa siya. Baka maabuse ko pa yung bata. I want my baby to be safe ? mahal ko naman baby ko, di ko kaya ipaabort. Pero as of now, i am not capable plus student ako. Ayoko naman itapon si baby sa basura huhu is there anyone here who knows how legal adoption works? Respect please