Another checkup.. during RMO

Last tuesday (7/4/20) @10am, checkup for 15weeks at KK.. HB makin turun. Just hit border (11). Berat badan plak xnaik. Maintain je from previous checkup. 49kg. Sedih & down giler. ? Dalam hati & kepala dh serabut kalo2 anak dlm pewot xsihat secukupnya. ? Tapi, tu lah.. Actually its expected that way. Sebab lately since my husband accident, every single things i handle sendiri. Dari makan, pakai & tdo sendiri smp la ke husband & both kids.. Extra penat. Extra struggle. Makan tdo pon mmg xteratur. ? What to do.. Thats what i've to do. Tabah je la. From now on, need to put extra care for myself too.. ? Semoga Allah permudahkan urusan2 hamba mu ini.. Aamiin..