Aww I totally understand lah, jerawat masa pregnant memang satu challenge tersendiri The good news is parut jerawat akan fade gradually over time especially dalam 6-12 bulan postpartum, tapi memang memerlukan patience. Kalau nak speed up the process, boleh try gentle exfoliation (chemical exfoliants like AHA/BHA yang pregnancy-safe), sunscreen religiously sebab UV membuatkan parut lebih obvious, atau consult dengan dermatologist pasal laser treatment atau microneedling options yang safe if you're breastfeeding. In the meantime, moisturiser yang bagus membantu kulit regenerate faster, I know it feels malu sekarang tapi trust me, hormones settle down and skin bounces back beautifully. You did amazing carrying your baby, those marks are just temporary badges of motherhood!