hi mummy. i have depression before pregnancy and during pregnancy. even after pregnancy, i still do have some attacks. ofc the fear of having postnatal depression is real. most importantly, have a very strong support from your husband. discuss with him how you want him to manage (like caring for baby or anything) when you have attacks.not to sugar coat anything. after delivery, its difficult to manage our feelings and emotions. esp with baby crying, latching on demand, feeding every few hrs and etc. thats where your husband plays a part. take care ♥️