Ive been reading posts, comments and stories here for my whole pregnancy journey and I just want to share my story too on how God's plan is always the best.
Last Aug 2018, nilabas ko ang baby ko na walang heartbeat at 37 weeks. It was so painful knowing na for 9months nasa tyan mo siya inaalagaan mo ng sobra, nagiisip ka for his future but it turned out na hindu na mangyayari un. At 5mos nadetect thru CAS na my son has an abnormalities sa may part pa ng brain nya, sobrang sakit sa amin ng husband ko tho we believe that magiging okay si baby and mas alam ni Lord ang lahat kesa sa doctors. We believe in God but we dont really know the meaning of what he has done for us. At first hindi ko matanggap bakit nagyari sakin to, i cared so much sa anak ko ginawa ko lahat para maging okay siya sa loob ng tiyan ko but why did this happen to us. I never questioned God coz I know He has plans for me and His plans are the best. He will destroy our plans if He sees our plans are about to destroys us. When we got home from the hospital until 2 weeks I was so down, I was crying almost everyday kasi hindi ko tlaga matanggap why it happened. Until sa niyaya ako ng sister ko to go to a Christian church para magsimba, at first nagdadalawang isip akong pumunta but God moves His ways para magheal ako ng mas mabilis. Pinaintindi ni God sakin ang lahat and unti2 ko natanggap ang nangyari sa baby ko.
I can testify na His plans are the best talaga because after 3 months na nawala si baby ko. God has given me an another angel, same due date and same gender. Ive never done CAS na on my 5th month. Mas tiwala ako kay Lord this time kasi alam kong ibibigay na nya sa akin ang pinapangarap kong magkaroon ng anak.
I gave birth to my 2nd child last Aug. 19 thru Normal Delivery with a very healthy and very blessed baby. I delivered him kahit suhi siya good thing una ang tuhod, nahirapan man ako but its all worth it lalo na nung nakita ko na siya. My son is 1 month old na, binalik lang ni God ang nawala sakin.
Always remember to have faith in God, kahit marami tayong pagsubok na pinagdadaanan anjan siya always ready to listen basta lumapit lang tau sa kanya and mabuhay tayo sa pagsunod sa mga salita nya. All Glory belongs to Jesus.