Aww sayang, memang jarang ada orang share pasal ni openly, but you're definitely not alone, a few of us mums in the community ada carrier status jugak, cuma sometimes orang tak comfortable talk about it publicly lah. Since you're planning or expecting your first baby, this is definitely something worth discussing dengan your doctor or a genetic counsellor so they can explain your options and what it means for your baby, they're really supportive about this, I promise. If you want to connect with someone privately dalam group ni, don't hesitate to reach out lah, or check if ada support groups dekat your area ke hospital, sometimes yang specialized kat ni pun boleh refer you. Jangan worry sendiri-sendiri ye, ada orang paham situation you ni!