Im currently preg with 11 weeks and it is my 6th baby but i dont know if im suppose to feel empty?🤔

Im not sure if words from other people can affect our thoughts n feeling towards this pregnancy .. im almost in depress when in early stage as ... i did not expect to pregnant again as we always know where n when to have prevent getting pregnant in this short years ..keen to talk to doc but i just let it go when i saw my bb pic... how to let go this empty feeling?? Cause i will feel like im normal and not pregnant but sometimes do feel like preg .. help me please?