Breath

I'm getting married soon, my fiancee and I are doing all the preparations alone. Our families and parents know about it. It's nothing fancy, simple lang, intimate cguro 10-20 people lang. Kasi that's all I and my fiancee can afford. It's totally okay with me, after all naman all I want lang is to marry the man I love. I just wish my mom would at least show some support. Not that she's against it. But hinahayaan niya lang kami, na parang walang importanteng milestone na magaganap sa buhay ko. Kahit magask lang, how's my weddings going to look, what's the plan etc. When my two siblings got married, she was all out support on them. I tried pasimpleng imention yung wedding but my mom would either change the topic or leave. We're not even asking or relying financially on them. When everyone left and nagkanya kanya, kahit gusto ko din magsolo, I stayed. When life was rough, ako yung present. When no one would remember their important days, I did. Ang sad lang kasi hindi ko maramdaman na may Nanay ako. Just a daughter longing for a mom.. that's all.