Feeling Anxious,3rd baby

Im 40weeks today.LMP..but if Utz(first ultrasound) 38weeks5days.. as per Midwife dun sa birthing clinic malaki na daw c baby 35cm,so dina nla kaya and dont want to take the risk,and referred nala.ako.sa hospital na.. although si OB,pwede mag pa anak sa akin dun sa birthing clinic,pero ung mga Midwife dina sila nag ttake risk,ina.antay ko nalang si O coz shes on Vacay daw,para malaman kung keri n OB i normal n OB or CS,or i enduce ako by Tue..ayoko nman ma CS, ngaun IE. 1cm posterior.. worried ako mga momsh..Praying Harder,squat2 and all para maka raos na.