Its okay. It is overwhelm after all. Plus with the hormone thingy. Pregnancy aren't all sunshine amd rainbows but it has a moment and it's worth it.
Try to talk to your baby, i know it sounds silly. But it does help. Stimulate the baby kick. Rub your belly. Once you realise his/her respond with what you do, maybe you'll bond a connection insted feeling like you just carried something.