Ohh sayang, I'm so sorry you went through all of that, what a traumatic experience The roughness during the examination, the rushed procedure, and then nurses not being attentive during recovery... that's really not okay, and your feelings are completely valid. Syukur lah your hubby was there to take care of you sebab clearly you needed proper support during those first painful hours. I think it would help to process this with someone, maybe talk to another doctor you trust about what happened, or even consider making a formal feedback to the hospital, because you deserve better care especially during such a difficult time. Sending you strength, and I hope your heart and body heal well from this