Just venting out

I just want to vent out here since wala naman ako mapagsabihan o makakausap. I have so many job offers right now but diko maaccept dahil inaalagaan ko si baby. Tas may dumating na opportunity ulit and it will start on August pero diko nasagutan ng maayos yung exam dahil umiyak ng umiyak si baby and it has a time limit huhuh i dont know what im feeling right now parang nang hihinayang ako na ewan but priority ko naman si baby :c btw August di. Kasi siya mag sisix months so sakto because mag bobottle feed na siya and solid food. May work din naman si hubby pwro want ko lang din bumalik sa work so i can have my own money di kasi ko sanay na binibigyan lang ganon haha nag rant talaga ko dito :c

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Ay mama, totoo yan, it's SO valid to feel torn like that, kasi both things matter talaga, yung baby mo at yung sarili mo rin. A few of us mums go through the same thing, and honestly, that feeling of "I want my own money and my own space back" doesn't make you less of a mom, it makes you human, kaya don't feel guilty about it. The good news is August timing sounds perfect since baby will be on solids and bottles na, so it's not impossible, pero I get why you're frustrated about missing that exam opportunity right now when baby's still clingy and demanding. Maybe this is just a "not yet" moment instead of a "never", there will be other chances, I promise, but give yourself permission to feel the disappointment din.

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