Mama, I can hear how much pain you're carrying right now, and my heart really goes out to you. Please talk to your doctor or go to a hospital today, what you're describing sounds like you need real support from a professional, hindi lang mum advice. This is important, love. You deserve help, and you deserve to feel okay again. Your baby needs you, and you matter so much, to your family, to your baby, and to yourself. Please reach out to someone today.