I m already facing alot of challenges. My divource only kicks in next year. My lo is only literally 15mths. I left my matrimonial hm n staying with my parents and younger siblings. My hus staying with his mistress sonewhere else. I just dont understand. Every now and there i always hv argument with my mother. She likes to find fault n pick up unneccessary things with me. My 2nd bro. Means i m oldest. He n his wife just staying few blocks aways. Every time my bro n his wife come, keep asking them eat already anot, want me to make tea anot. Wtf. I m yur du, y i dun get such treatment. Today we had family dinner at coffee shop. N everytime i m e want who always never eat properly because i need to look after my lo. My dad tries to help me. But the thing is my lo only wants me. After feeding my lo. I try to carry her n walk ard. She wants to sleep. I try to make her sleep. Then my mother come n tell me off saying that i go n eat. She will look after my dau. I told my mom that i eat already. I m done. Then she not happy because i showing bad attitude towards my bro n sis in law n etc. Y i m acting like this. When i reach my table. My mom say lets go hm. Everyone going hm. Den i say ok. I was clearing my lo bowl because thats hers n i want to bring hm. My mother keep irratating me asking wat am i doing blah blah. So i stared at her jus 2secs  . Here come my 2nd bro saying to me: ehh, ehh y u stare at mummy. Y u got prob with me. So i told him off, u hv no right to talk to me like that. Fucking pissed with my damm fucking life. Y i am going through all this shits. Y y y....