I have an underlying personality disorder I have constant anxiety attacks and recently I've been very unstable to the point that I'm thinking of suicide I'm not comfortable talking about this with someone I know kasi alam ko magging nuisance lang Ako ,I tried to reach my partner na I'm emotionally unstable and he laughed at me at natrigger Ako sobra I felt rejected I saw him being emphatic to others but why can't he do that to me maybe I'm just seeking attention like what he tells me ,I'm not really sick right ,but right now while writing this post I wanna hang myself