Hello mommy. Is this your first child? Dont feel bad about it, many mothers go through what you feel. They're just afraid to voice it because its considered a taboo. So my advice to you, explain to your husband, every pregnancy is different. If his friend is going through an easy pregnancy, it doesn't mean it is the same to you. My suggestion is, talk to your doctor. If you are doing routine check up at KK, you can ask your nurse how. They wont judge! Being a mother IS hard. I hope you'll be strong!