Its just a phase that will pass eventually. Its ok to feel like this. I didnt have a confinement lady and i do not have anyone who can help other than hb. He is hands on but the initial part i kept crying because my gal keeps crying n i feel like my hb isnt bothered and only care about his slp. Anyway 9 mths down the road i still lack of slp 😅 you will b ok and tc of your baby urself when the time comes. My hb had to go back to work previously so i dun have a choice, i had to make sure i can do it (although i couldnt really handle). My gal cant be easily put to slp and i dont even have proper meals coz when i wanna start, she will b shouting away 😅