How do you deal with pregnancy envy?

I didn't deal with my emotions well, I had a chemical pregnancy in 2021 which didn't made it to week 5. I was depressed and thinking why me? After the incident, I opened up my social media and kept seeing pregnancy announcements every now and then and I even had to mute their post and stories altogether. It took me months to accept that maybe it was not my time yet and before I could finally look at pregnancy posts and be happy for others. We tried for 1 year 9 months after the incident and was disappointed month after month when my period came. On the 1 year 9th month itself which was last year Sep, I was expecting to have my period but it didn't come. I tested super strong positive just 2 days of being late and I'm approaching 20 weeks next week. All I wanted to say is, it's ok to feel emotions all over the place when you're TTC-ing but don't worry your time will come too ok. The journey and the wait will be worth it, in the meantime enjoy your life stay safe and healthy! 🥰🥰