I’m just tired of not feeling good/happy.

I feel like if I didn’t have to work, I would have time to rest and be a good mom. But that isn’t an option. So, I pretty much spend my days miserable and counting down to bedtime, Anyone else relate? I’m only 16 weeks. I love this baby. I want this baby. I don’t want to be pregnant but my husband been arguing about this for years that's why I granted his wish. I don’t want to go through another delivery and recovery. I feel like I am dreading all of this. Like I’m losing years of life and happiness.