Am i a bad mom?

I feel so demoralised that i cannot really understand and differentiate between my 1 monthold cues. Sometimes she cries and wakesup from her sleep, shows signs of rooting and lipsmacking.. when i feed her, she will tend to spitups even after burps… changed her nappy and she will be whiny either. Sometimes she might fall asleep while i feed her and when i pull it out, she cries for it. Idk if thats comfort latching, she denies the pacifier. I bottlefeed her btw. Feel so worthless and unable to connect to her and its been a month..