Do you drink maternal milk?

I just entered my second trimester and I’m on multi vitamins and fish oil. Should I still drink maternal milk? I’ve very sensitive taste buds and I can’t seem to consume maternal milk without gagging or puking. But I’ve been feeling guilty, like I have been prioritising my own well-being by not consuming what is good for my baby😭😭 I just really dread maternal milk and chicken essence. It’s so smelly. #firsttimemom