I dont know ano tong nararamdaman ko if its kind of deppression or what yes im joyful kasi ksma ko baby ko 24/7 and feel blessed to have him but on the other hand dami kong issues i feel pressured to get back to work kasi parang ayaw ko pang iwan anak ko he is 1 year old old and a half but at the same time visualizing to get a job na for me and for my son's future naawa kasi ko sa father ko sya ang kumargo ng obligasyon. ?? what should i do?