Sole breadwinner

My husband is unemployed so I am the only one working. My salary has become lesser because I changed my job position due to heavy workload of my previous position. So every month I feel very tired having to pay for bills (phone bills, hospital bills, food, allowance for parents etc.) And my husband isn't helping because he always want to spend on his fishing stuffs. Until now I am going labour soon and haven't even have enough money to buy breastpump tube, baby shampoo, nursing bra, sign up post natal massage, confinement packages...Sian 🤧#1stimemom #complain #tired #life