To those who have had their hearts broken, how do you trust again?

I'd rather stay single and pray, and wait for what God has planned for us, than be with someone na Narcissist, magiging toxic lang ang lahat,at mkakasama sa akin at sa anak ko. Will accept financial suppprt but other than that, enough na. Been through emotional and mental trauma, and i dont want my kid to see me that way ever again. I need to be strong para sa kanya❤️