I totally understand how you're feeling, pregnancy can be such an emotional time and it's natural to want your husband close, especially as delivery approaches. Have you had a chat with him about how much you need his presence and support right now, maybe about taking time off work or adjusting his schedule if possible? Sometimes they don't realise how much it matters until we tell them clearly. It's worth being honest about what would help you feel less alone during this period, whether that's more evenings together, attending antenatal classes as a team, or just having him there to listen. Hopefully he can step up and make more space for you these final weeks.