Hay, I feel you, CS scars can look angry at first, pero I promise it gets SO much better with time! At almost 2 months postpartum, focus muna on keeping it clean and dry, then once you're cleared by your OB (usually around 6-8 weeks), you can start gentle massaging with vitamin E oil or a good scar cream to help with healing and appearance. Everyone I know with CS scars says they fade significantly by 6-12 months, so don't stress too much right now, your body's still recovering! Salamat sa bravery mo sa normal delivery, at congratulations sa baby!