Hi mumsh. Just want to say to not let anyone make you feel less about yourself. Though naiintindihan ko naman yung nararamdaman mo miee and syempre as partner iba nga naman yung feeling pay affectionate ang partner mo sayo. Though, ang makakasagot lang po ng question niyo kung bakit hindi na ganun ka affectionate si partner niyo is siya rin. So, i advice to communicate with him and sabihin niyo po yung nararamdaman niyo. Puro hinala lang po kasi ang pwede namin mabigay and baka maparanoid ka lang mommy and mastress lalo so much better na kausapin mo po si partner para po maayos niyo din po agad yung problem. Open communication is the key mumsh ☺️