Gonna starts wk soon next week. I am already having mixed feelings. How you guys coped??

Frankly no choice for me - and I am pragmatic that way. So I can suppress my desire and need for baby and focus on work. What helped me was to ease into it. I started by getting plugged in back to work only in the afternoons and then slowly working full day with mornings at home and afternoon in the office and then eventually full day at office.