Oh dear, I can understand how stressful it must feel when you have been trying so hard but the readings still stay at 9, please do not be too hard on yourself, because GDM can sometimes be quite stubborn even when we do everything right. Since you have already taken your medication and tried so many things, I think it would be really good to go back to your doctor or dietitian soon to let them know your readings are not coming down, as they may need to review your management plan. You are doing your best, and that already shows how much you care for your little one, hang in there, okay.