more than just baby blues

just gave birth 5 days ago and today baby is hospitalized due to jaundice. I can't be with him as i was ordered a bedrest due to high BP. The husband that I have been depending on is currently on bed rest too as he had 5 sleepless nights and is currently having high BP. I've never felt so helpless in my life. I'm supposed to be resting but i can't coz I'm too worried.