For mummies with more than 1 kid, how do you divide your time between them? Do you feel guilty towards the other when you are playing with one? Almost 5 months passed & I'm still feeling the same!

i am a stay at home mom and spend plenty of 1 to 1 time with my 2nd child because my elder son goes to childcare. on weekends when the elder is also at home, husband and i take turns to spend time wif both kids individually. the elder boy used 2 b quite jealous because he knows i m attached to the young 1 due to the fact that i am latchin 100% and we do not have any help at home