I’m 2 weeks postpartum and I know exactly how u are feeling, cause I was 100% like you.
Take good care of yourself by eating and resting well, that’s the best for your baby :)
While pregnant, I talked a lot to my baby, told her what’s going on, what were we doing and etc.
I did once walk in to check on my brownish discharge and how was baby doing. Just do what you feel is right.
Try to enjoy the pregnancy, it will pass very quickly. I miss my baby being in my belly very much ☺️