Aw mama, ten days post-CS and alone with baby while hubby's back to work, that's a lot, at normal lang na pakiramdam mo yan, pero seryoso talaga dapat kang mag-check with your OB agad dahil ang combination ng CS recovery, sleep deprivation, hormones, at postpartum blues together ay kailangan ng professional eyes. Hindi ka nababaliw, but you deserve proper support right now, whether that's medication, therapy, or even just someone to help you sleep habang may bantay ang baby. Talk to your doctor, ha, and if hindi mo kaya mag-antay, pwede mo ring i-reach out ng postpartum hotline o even text your OB anytime; we're still healing after surgery at ang feelings mo are valid but you need actual help, not just me validating lang. You've got this, pero hindi mo kailangan gawin mag-isa.