Feb. 15, 2020
A day after valentines day, my heart was shattered, broken and empty.
I just found out, my precious baby, is gone. The gestational sac is empty. I could not think clearly. No words to say. I just cry and cry. I cant believe she/he has left. I don't even know the exact day.
Yun na pala yun. My previous TVS was the first and last time I would hear his/her heartbeat.
I want to ask why, why me, why my baby. But I just can't. I know God and He knows better. It hurts the most. But I know He has great plans. Maybe this is a lesson. Whatever that is, I dont know. All I know is that I still believe in HIM. I don't know His reasons but I trust His purpose. I trust His plans.
Marreyah❤