10 x epidural 😭😭😭😭💔💔💔

I actually have a very high pain tolerance. But when I gave birth to my first child via C-section, when they injected the anesthesia into my back, it was so excruciating. The anesthesiologist told me to relax and stay calm. I was already super relaxed because I knew my pain tolerance was high. I could endure being pricked 1-5 times, but still no relief 😭 It was only after about 10 pricks in my back that the epidural finally took effect. Oh my! From being relaxed and calm to starting to scream, to eventually shouting and crying because I couldn't bear it anymore and was so frustrated with the doctor, why was it taking so long!? 😭😭 Even now, just thinking about it makes me angry 😭😭 After the C-section, I told my husband about the excruciating pain of the repeated needle pricks for the anesthesia, and when he saw my back, the bandage was huge, and when it was removed, the gauze was soaked in blood (ugh, just recalling this still hurts). Now, I'm traumatized by epidurals 😭 In several months I'll have another C-section, hopefully the epidural won't be as painful as the first one... Hopefully, the doctor will be more skilled. Has anyone else had a similar experience? And for those who have had epidurals that weren't painful, please share so I can feel a bit more at ease 🙏🏻🥺🥺

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Oh, mama, I'm so sorry to hear about your traumatic experience with the epidural during your first C-section. It sounds incredibly painful and frustrating, and I can understand why you're feeling anxious about the next one. I haven't had a C-section myself, but I can imagine how distressing it must have been for you to endure so many pricks before the anesthesia took effect. I'm sending you a big virtual hug right now. It's totally normal to feel anxious about the next epidural, but it's important to remember that every pregnancy and birth is different. Many women have had positive experiences with epidurals that weren't painful at all. I hope that hearing some of those stories will help ease your worries a little bit. In the meantime, have you considered talking to your doctor about your concerns? They might be able to offer some reassurance or even come up with a plan to make the next epidural as comfortable as possible for you. It's important to feel supported and heard by your medical team. Remember, mama, you're strong and resilient, and you've already been through so much. You've got this, and I believe that your next birth experience will be much better. Sending you all the positive vibes and best wishes for a smooth and comfortable delivery. 🌸🤗 https://invl.io/cll6she

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