I am not okay.

Yes. Prior to my pregnancy I was so broken with the passing of my mom. I dont know how to handle adulting and such, causing me to have constant breakdowns. I came to the point na tumawag na ko sa HOPE hotline kasi I cant take it anymore. Good thing nandyan yung BF ko nun and he took care of me. Nagkaron din ako ng trabaho kaya nabaling yung atensyon ko. May mga breakdowns pa rin here and there, but then nabuntis na nga ako. It really was a blessing kasi parang nagkaron ng liwanag yung buhay ko. Now na I have my own family I became elated and found new meaning for my life. Maybe you have to seek help, talk to your Hubby, wag mo sarilinin, please. From your family mismo. Friends maybe. Or better kung may professional help din. Please take care of yourself. Kayanin mo, kakayanin mo yan. ♥️♥️