Mama, sobrang valid yan ng fear mo, ang daming kaibigan ko na nag-experience ng multiple miscarriages at ang anxiety talaga ay real even when things look good kaya walang judgment dito. Pero know na marami ring moms na nag-go through losses at nag-carry successfully after, so hindi rin impossible, yung hope na yan na parang forbidden, it's actually okay to feel it habang nag-aalaga ka rin sa sarili mo. Sana talaga ngayon na, at mas importante, sana may good support system ka, whether doctor, partner, o trusted friends na makakaintindi, kasi ang emotional side nito ay kasing importante ng physical check-ups, especially after losses na ganyan. Sending you so much strength, mama.