Totoo yan, mama, three years ng same routine araw-araw talaga nakakapagod mentally even though mahal mo ang baby mo, kaya totally valid ang gusto mo mag-work ulit! For hiring help, depends sa budget mo talaga, if kaya nyo domestic helper full-time, okay sya pero need mo mag-train ng maigi at mag-monitor closely, or if tight budget, pwede mo try weekly nanny or part-time helper para sa certain hours lang para you still get your alone time pero not super overwhelming sa gastos. Marami rin online at agencies dito na nag-screen ng caregivers, pero honestly ang best advice ko is magstart with referral from trusted friends na nagtry na, mas peace of mind talaga pag you know someone na try tested sila. Go lang, deserve mo mag-recharge at mag-work ulit!