Haha okay yan talaga sa pregnancy hormones, di ka nag-iisa! A few of us mums talk about this, parang ang weird ng feelings mo towards partner and kids, like it shifts every week, diba? Yung panganay mo parang nakakakuha ng emotional load mo so mas clingy siya, pero sa partner mo naman ang physical attraction mo tumaas dahil sa hormones, super normal yan and very common sa second or third trimester, lalo na pag stable na ang pregnancy. Don't worry, hindi ka weird at most moms I know experience the same thing, kaya just go with it and reassure your firstborn na hindi siya less loved, maybe find special one-on-one time lang with him when partner mo busy, it helps balance things out emotionally para sa bata!