How old is your boy? I thought most childcare will let the parent sit in together for the first few days. But I get what you feel & I can also relate. My girl doesn't like going to infant care and she always cries and makes me want to cry whenever I send her off. We can only trust the teachers will take good care of our children and they will learn to be more and more independent which is good for their development later on. Hugs 🤗