Alamak sayang, I can feel how overwhelmed you're feeling right now, first baby, induced early, baby kecil, memang banyak yang kelari dalam kepala. Tapi you're doing the right thing by following the doctor's advice; diorang tahu baby needs to be monitored better outside, and 38 weeks is actually manageable for most babies. A few of my mum friends went through induction too and honestly, the anticipation is always scarier than the actual delivery, once you see your baby, semua tu hilang. Tomorrow you'll be someone's mum, and that's the strongest thing ever. Praying everything goes smooth for you and your little one, you've got this!