Aww congrats on baby! Ya, breastfeeding di awal memang challenging jugak lah especially first time, tapi memang worth it kalau boleh push through, a few of us tried the pump from day one and it helped banget when engorgement came, so good call! Don't worry about age 35 lah, I know two moms who started breastfeeding at 38 and 40+ and they managed fine, so you got this mama!