Wa'alaikumsalam sis! Jangan takut, I feel you, keputihan teruk memang scary, but insert ubat tu actually senang je once you overcome the mental block A few of my mum friends got prescribed the same thing, dan diorang cakap the first time is the scariest, tapi after that okay je, just relax your pelvic floor and insert slowly, macam tampon je (but obviously different haha). Kalau 2 biji, doktor usually akan guide you on the schedule (mungkin spacing them out), so follow the instructions on the leaflet yang doktor bagi. Since ni first time and you're already a bit anxious, maybe do it at night before sleep, then your mind won't be overthinking throughout the day, it helps! But honestly, if you're still nervous after reading the instructions, don't hesitate to call the clinic and ask the nurse to walk you through it on the phone, diorang used to this question and won't judge one bit