Uy, mama, I hear you, yan talaga ang nakakasakit na situation. First thing, please talk to a doctor or trusted healthcare provider soon, okay? They can listen without judgment and help you understand all your options properly. Honestly, alam ko na maraming moms sa atin na nag-struggle with this, at it's okay to feel confused or overwhelmed right now. Whether you decide to continue or not, you deserve proper medical care at emotional support, maybe reach out din sa trusted family member or counselor na makaka-help sa inyo. You're not alone sa feeling na ito, I promise.