Alamak sis, memang hard lah kalau dah tau kemungkinan kena czer lagi, apatah lagi dah experience the first time, I totally understand the worry about recovery, inject sendiri, and semua the pantang restrictions, especially during covid time ni. A few of my mum friends yang kena czer twice cakap yang second time actually sikit better because dah tau apa nak expect, and your body remember the healing process, so jangan worry sangat lah, memang boleh survive dan banyak yang handle normal life pretty well after a few weeks once the initial tenderness settle down. The important thing is proper rest dalam first 2-3 minggu and having good support (husband or family to help dengan baby no 1), so you're not overdoing things like bending or lifting; most of my friends say once they relaxed dan follow the rest protocol, recovery goes smoother than expected. Doakan yang best untuk sis, semoga baby healthy, delivery smooth, dan recovery cepat dan lancar, Allah permudahkan semua untuk you!